I’ve come to realize that music is missing from my life. I do a lot of things, but I don’t listen to music as much as I used to.
I remembered that I had some money on my itunes card left from X-Mas.. so I looked up some Hawaiian music. I think of my mother when I listen to Hawaiian music and I cry. It has been a source of comfort for me.
In 2009, my grandma documented my mother’s life from the hospital to her hospice. She documented me having a men’s chorus group sing for her, and our final weeks together. After witnessing my mother taking her last breath, my grandma and I cried. I played a song for my mother, and it was this one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch
A few months ago, I had a dream that my mom and I were on the sandy beaches of hawaii, just eating dinner on the beach. It felt like such a real dream.. as if it happened in reality.
http://www.youtube.com/watch
This singer, Isreal Kamakawiwo’ole passed away. The entire state of Hawaii was devestated over his death. He was cremated and his ashes weighed more than the normal person. He had a good heart and a good voice. I find peace when I listen to his music, even though I do cry 
What songs/artists have gotten you through hard times?