I called work today about going back to work. I still don’t know that I’ll be able to handle it but at this point, I really have no other option as I was told I either go back to work or get fired. My mom is talking to my uncle (a lawyer) about all this. So I am talking with the employee benefits manager. Things will have to get worked out because my position got filled. So they have to find a new position for me. So the lady calls me back and ask if I am going to be able to handle coming back. WTF????!!!!! I flat out told her I basically don’t have a choice at this point. My metlife claim got denied. I can appeal it which I am doing, but I was basically told I need to make a decision on whether to come back to work or not otherwise they will be forced to fire me because I’m on unapproved absence. 


And me going back to work will depend on if my surgeon will even release me to go back to work. The more I think about it, the more I think I might have a case against my employer. Because now it seems like she’s backpedaling. I don’t know. I’ll be calling my surgeon’s office tomorrow. I go see a neurologist on May 4th.
I’m just fed up with all this. I just wish I didn’t have these damn medical problems so I could just go back to work and not have to worry about it anymore. Sigh.