This is my first post but my bunny passed in my arms yesterday and I am having a hard time with missing her and feeling incredibly guilty knowing she may have suffered. She lived in my room with me and I feel really guilty I didn’t notice the signs of her being sick earlier. She was a more timid bunny and tolerated petting when it was on her terms, so we interacted but not a lot. Saturday she was her normal bunny self, eating Hay, digging around in her litter box, drinking, running around and jumping on things and eating her plate of veggies I fed to her at night. On Sunday morning I filled her water dish and she had unlimited hay still and she ate her pellets. I was busy with church and family activities that I wasn’t around her much Sunday. but Sunday night I noticed she didn’t drink much during the day. I noticed she wasn’t eating much hay or pellets, she did eat some but not a lot and she wasn’t that interested in veggies and in that moment I should of noticed something was wrong but I assumed she wasn’t that hungry since some days she is more than not. She was also pooping normally and they looked normal and other than that she seemed normal, she didn’t seem uncomfortable and she was playing around and playing with a cardboard box and others toys I gave her. Then the next day I noticed she was sleeping more often and in different spots but she also came up to me in the morning and let me pet her for a bit so I thought she was just sleepy and I regret not thinking about it more. Later on in the day I noticed she wasn’t really responding to my voice when I called her like she usually does and I hurry and went to her and starting petting her and she really didn’t have a reaction which isn’t normal. She seemed lethargic and when I picked her up she seemed weak, I tried syringing with water which I think was wrong to do but she did swallow the water, but she was not interested in any lettuce which she loves. I was immediately worried and told my mom, we rushed her to the emergency vet which is 30 mins away and while driving she pooped some and it looked normal although it did have some mucus with it, I’m sure that is an indicator of something and I feel really bad knowing she may have suffered.  We got stuck in construction on our way and while waiting to be able to go on I noticed her breathing was getting slower and she started to move around a lot and I knew she was dying, shortly after that she passed. I feel so mad at myself for not noticing something was off earlier in the day or even Sunday,  if I would have I could have brought her to the vet sooner and she might have been okay. I feel so regretful for not paying more attention to her especially since she was right by me in my room basically the whole day. I miss waking up to her and hearing her rummaging and running around. I feel like such a bad owner for not noticing the signs sooner and I wish I did I loved her so much and I just feel so much grief and guilt right now. She is the third rabbit I have ever owned I knew very well about how it is an emergency if they are not eating or drinking well and have dealt with it before with one of my past rabbits and he recovered and was back to himself after some help. I do not know why I didn’t think about it more especially since I went through this before. I will forever miss her and try to learn from my mistakes.