I’m sorry your bun is going through this. She doesn’t hate you though. Many of us here have had to force feed our rabbits, and for some reason, it usually results in a very strong bond between the human and the bun. I have no clue why this is, but I have experienced it myself with my bun Yohio. Maybe rabbits somehow understand we have been helping them, once the ordeal is over.
While the force feeding/medication is going on, it’s no fun fun at all though. Just remember that it’s a good sign when a rabbit fights her meds. Also remember you had her spayed to help her have a long, healthy life. The risk of reproductive organ disease, with uterine cancer being the worst one, is very high in intact does.
Giving her the meds is of course the most important thing of all. Other than that, it’s mostly about keeping her comfortable. Try to spend time near her cage, so she knows she has company. You dont have to interact all the time of course, just be there. Pet her if she likes that, for example on her head and ears. It releases “happy” signal substances like oxytocin in both the pet and the human. Give her nice things to eat, for example fragrant herbs (cilantro, dill, basil, a bit of parsley etc) so she keeps her appetite up.
Many, many good healing (((((vibes))))) for your bun!