Hello, I was an owner of a 1 year and 4 months old beautiful bunny named Moon. She was the loveliest, precious, intelligent, naughty, cheeky and the perfect bunny I had. She would literally understand what I say and acted like a real person sometimes. Unlike other bunny stories I have heard of, she would never bite cables or walls but is as stubborn as a mule on peeing right next to the door since we would leave her in the room (free roam) when I go to work and out to the living room. She was energetic and has a huge appetite. She would vacuum a handful of pellets as quick as she can and loves LOVE licking me whenever she can. I miss her so much. She recently passed away on the 25th early morning. My family and I knew the signs but it was so small we casually brushed it off our shoulders which was one big red flag already. We noticed it was getting a bit difficult for her to jump up to some places, a month before her passing however we just laughed and thought her booty was too big. Furthermore, a week before her passing I thought she was being more loving as she would lay on her head on my arms when i pet and hug her but it was also a sign of weakness, and lastly the night before her passing i saw she was so weak on her back feet and lowkey dragging it on the floor but as soon as i saw that i immediately informed my parents we are going to the vet soon by this week however we were too late and here comes the day of her passing. As i was getting ready for work i went out as my little brother went in my room to play with her, i told him to be careful as i knew she was not feeling herself as she wasnt running out of the room as usual when i open the door to leave. As i went back in the room, my brother left and i saw her leaning to the side of the bed and the start of a choking motion begins. I immediately scooped her up and checked what was wrong and place my hand on her neck to feel if anything was blocking her airways and a finger in her mouth to take out what was choking her. However, nothing was there. The only thing she ate was a small handful amount of pellets my brother fed which is too tiny to choke on and she herself would normally eat 4 in one bite. After checking her neck she went limp on my arms, I panicked and called out my mom and brother to hand me a spoon where i can give quickly her water to flush whatever that was allegedly choking her to go down but as soon as i did that she was breathing too slow and so was her heartbeat. Me, my mom and I my brother quickly left the house but on the way there she passed in my arms in the car, on the way to the vet that is not even open yet as it was early in the morning. TRIGGER WARNING.
Her body went stiff and cold and I think build up food or feces came out of her nose and saliva was bubbling out of her nose. I wanted to wait for the vet to open and know why she has passed but the words of my mother saying not to as they were going to open her apart is strong and I don’t want that. We buried her in a place near our home, wrapped in her favorite blanket and placed her in a plastic bag so the scent may be less noticeable scent for predators to reach and dig her up and place her favorite vegs and pellets. As much as it is, I know my mistakes and I acknowledge it. I was irresponsible and just straight up a bad owner. END
I am so sorry as an owner and a human being in general. I write my story today as I really want to know the reason why she passed. I suspected anorexia collapse because another red flag is that we gave her less hay to eat as i was rushing to work but we always maintained refilling her water and vegs whereas my mother thought of a cardiac arrest but i doubt so. I too, also just want to say if there are signs or behavior that you do not see in your bunny as usual. It is a sign for a vet check up. May anyone else not repeat my behavior and may everyone be blessed with the bunny that is currently still with you be happy and healthy for a long time. Sorry if there are some parts which you do not understand, english isnt my first language.