Im so sorry bunny bailey, I wish the angels would tell you how much I loved you

[Cookierabbits]

Rest in peace Bailey.. my bunny died in the most inhumane way possible.. I cannot stop being sad and blaming myself about the heartbreaking news I received yesterday. I broke into tears hearing that my bunny had died, not in my home but in someoneelses.

I love my pet rabbit, I brought her home since she was 3m.o, since then she have been the loviest pet rabbit, who came when called, who I sneak to my bed once in a while, who would circle my feet with joy everytime i came home, she loves being petted and would love to cuddle for hours, she would nudge me when I stopped petting her, she loves her apple and crunchy stuff, she would climb the stairs to find me in my room.

I would bring home all kinds of toys for her, I think about her all the time. I love it when she binkies as it calms my heart

Last week I went to Hongkong for a family trip, I leave a note to my maid to bring her to the salon and vet as she is looking a bit skinny.

Little did I know that when my maid bring Bailey to the salon, the guy at the salon shop said that my rabbit is ill to my maid and he would bring my rabbit to his home for care.. worst part is my maid let him..

I was so devastated when I return from hongkong and not find my bunny in her cage, I quickly drive to the salon to find my Bailey, wishing she was there. The guy who took home my rabbit explained to me that my rabbit is at his home, which is located 1 hour drive from the salon, and he took Bailey home with his motorcycle the day before, I was so angry on how could someone just take home other peoples pet rabbit without asking for permission and how could my maid just let the guy took the rabbit. I demand the guy to return my rabbit. I have always spoiled my rabbit, the thought of her being brought home to a new place with a motorcycle made me feel sick and sad. She has always travelled with car and with me petting her so she is not scared.

I demand my rabbit to be returned but the guy said that my rabbit is under critical care, she refused to eat anything, I told him my rabbit must be scared, but the guy said that no one is at his home and since he’s working he can only bring back my rabbit tomorrow morning…

Later in the evening he whatsapp me saying that my rabbit has passed away and that his cleaner had thrown away the corpse..

I was so so devastated, I couldnt stop crying and can’t sleep, I can’t help but to blame the guy for letting my rabbit died at his home, I could’ve taken my rabbit to the vet the minute i landed and my Bailey would’ve been saved.. why would someone think they can just take someone elses rabbit home like that for care and not bring it to the vet.

So many regrets, I feel so guiltyy , my last moment with her was a shortwhile petting her in a rush as I am about to leave for Hongkong for a week..giving her little piece of apple which she munch down immediately.

Now the thought that she died like this haunt me, I cant stop blaming myself for leaving her, and letting her be taken by my maid to the salon..

I told the guy to bring home the corpse , so I can make a proper burial, but the corpse couldnt even be found, he told me his cleaner just threw away Bailey cause she was already dead, stunned and stinky…

My heart broke knowing that the rabbit I spoiled so much died in such way, not even the body could be found, where is she thrown to?, her last minute of death is at someone elses home, and after that just thrown away . this is my biggest regret , I failed my rabbit. I couldnt help but broke into tears…

3 years she have been through with me, such a short while for a rabbit, she couldve lived so much longer.. I already planned to buy a playing castle for her but now she can’t even see it, and to die in such way is what hurt me most..

I can’t stop crying, I feel so guilty and I keep praying so that my rabbit wont hate me, so that she forgive me for letting her being taken to the salon, as otherwise this whole chaos wouldnt have happened..

Now everything reminds me of her, I dont know how long will this grieve lasts… I feel so so guilty …

Bailey I always love you and no other bunny can quite replace the things we went through, I am so sorry

Xoxo
Florence

[Sleepy]

I’m sorry for your loss and hope your bunny is binking and eating apples in the rainbow bridge.

That said, I’m not sure how legal all that was, especially with the guy who took your rabbit and then had her die in his ‘care’. I would potentially consider talking to someone (your vet, possibly, or animal welfare organization in your area) about what happened and see if there’s anything to be done. Likewise, what your maid did was also extremely irresponsible. Without a body you can’t even tell if Bailey passed because she was already skinny and affected by something or because that guy did something, which makes things very suspect.

Best wishes to you, either way.

[Cookierabbits]

Thank you for your support,

unfortunately the place where I lived don’t have any active animal welfare organisation ..
The guy at the salon can only pass through his deepest condolences and that he means no harm..
regardless nothing much I can do besides to grieve as nothing I can do to bring Bailey back.. I still demand the guy to search for the body but with no luck..

[Bam]

I’m very sorry for you loss. It’s such a sad story. I’m glad she got to live with you for three years, because they were clearly filled with love.

Binky free, sweet little Bailey.

[jerseygirl]

I’m so sorry. This is all so sad. I too would want to take action against those responsible, but you are right – it won’t bring her back.
Again, I’m really sorry for your loss.

Binky Free Bailey!

[Wascally Wabbits]

I am so sorry for your loss. Bailey sounded like a very sweet bunny. She had a very special life with you. I know it’s hard right now, but try to not focus on her death, instead celebrate the life you were able to give her. *Hugs*

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