I have had my gorgeous ‘Honey Bunny’ for 5 1/2 years, she was always an inside rabbit and we snuggled on the couch everynight while I watched tv. She was such a beautiful bunny, so sweet with an amazing personality. She always seemed to know when I was upset and needed some cheering up. She helped me through my divorce and on days when I was particuarly sad she would snuggle up to me more or run over and just be by my side as if to remind me I always still had her even when everything was falling apart.
I loved her so much more than as a ‘pet’ she was part of my family. Part of me. She started to develop signs of arthritis about a year ago and it has slowly gotten worse since. She still played with her toys and binkyed all the time so at least I knew she was still happy even if at times she was slightly uncomfortable.One night she stopped eating and drinking much and would just lay there uncomfortably. I rang the vet the next morning and took her in straight away and they kept her all day giving her fluids and medications. She has gut stasis. She came home with me that evening with a large variety of medications and food for me to feed her through a syringe. We did all we could for her that evening and she seemed to slightly pick up a bit. I was hopeful that my darling bun would recover. The next morning very early (I couldn’t sleep as I was sick with worry) I went to check on her and she had gotten much worse. She could harly move. She was weak in her arms and legs and it was devesating to watch her attemt to move around.
I picked her up in my arms gave her cuddles for a few hours untill my vet opened, we rushed her straight there. She had deteriorated so much over the last 12 hours there wasn’t really anything the vet could do. They offered to try to give her more fluids and medications but I could see in her eyes how much she was hurting. They only offered this to make me feel better, they knew nothing more could be done.
It was decided that the most kind thing to do would be to put her to sleep. It was the hardest choice I have had to make, but I knew it was right for Honey Bunny. She has lived a very spoilt life (very much a princess) and has been so greatly loved by everyone in my household.
Now that she is gone I feel so lost, I don’t know what to do without her. She is not there to greet me when I come home, I am left feeling empty. Like a part of me has died along with her.
I have never had a pet before bunny and I don’t know what to do next. I would love if anyone can give me some advice as to how to deal with my hurt.