I hate that I am posting here yet again.
I got a call at 5am this morning that I needed to be to the vets office as soon as possible. I got to the vets office at 8:45am and was told that Enki was much worse and it was advised that he be put to sleep. He was not going to survive and I was warned that if I wanted to see him that he was in very bad shape. I went in to see him and my heart instantly broke. He was still conscious but unable to move anything other than his left front paw. His head was tilted all of the way back and he looked absolutely terrified. I’ve never seen that look in Enki’s eyes before and I knew that it would be better for him to end it than to let him be scared and unable to move. I held him and let the vet do what she needed to do and gave him nose rubs until he was gone.
I am going to miss my crazy sneezy lap bunny. I am heartbroken but I am relieved that he no longer has to battle with anything ever again.
Even though it just of his face this is my favorite picture of Enki. He was so happy on this day that he practically did binkies all day long.
