RE: Mystery illness, rabbit in Pain

[lorree]

???
Boonie passed away

It’s all back to a mystery again
Something was killing her from the inside

The suspected back injury was not a back injury more something was wearing down her bones and muscles
She didn’t lose hind leg muscle from lack of movement, it was just being destroyed somehow in her body

It kept getting worse so fast, her front legs started losing muscle and her face

On Thursday morning vet rang me (I was overseas) he said she’s barely breathing
He put her on oxygen

I cried all day, I was hysterical

That night he told me he didn’t think she’d make it threw the night, maybe a lung collapse, maybe cancer, don’t know. I had to say goodbye
We had about a half hour video call, he let me talk to Boonie till the end
Such a great person
If ur in Perth, Western Australia, Dr Chris Martin from little paws rescue. Amazing guy, I would be so much worse if it wasn’t for him

I cried so much that night but since then I think I’ve been avoiding dealing with it

She looked happy and at peace afterwards tho.
He preserved her and I came to pick her up and he had wrapped her up in her blankie so cutely

I buried her in her favourite digging spot in the back yard with a banana

I’ve been an absolute mess. I feel like nothing is real. I’ve been sleeping a lot, eating a lot but I feel like my body is burning food too fast. I feel like my heart is shaking constantly. My brain is foggy. Everything is weird
I feel like I’ve had way too many red bulls but also I’m tired

I loved her so much

She’s got to jump around the banana plantation and chew on everything now. Go destroy stuff Boonie ❤️

I’m lost