Our beautiful Jenny went in for her spay on Tuesday, unfortunately she had a reaction to the anaesthetic and passed away before the operation. We still can’t believe it. I had a weird feeling in the week leading up to it, not just normal nerves, more of a ‘we need to make the most of this week’ type feeling, it felt quite final but I just thought I was being silly.

She was such a bright star, the most beautiful soul, I think she thought she was a dog – she would come bouncing up when I got home from work and would come from out of nowhere when I called her. I loved her so much, I miss her horribly. She would sit on me on the sofa and groom and chew my clothes for ages and I would cuddle her. She always wanted whatever you were eating even though we never gave any to her as it could have hurt her – the other week she was after some of my curry 😆😢

The house is quieter and colder without her, Rex knows she has gone and isn’t himself, we are trying to give him all the love in the world right now. She was so messy – there isn’t hay everywhere now and their water isnt constantly dirty and doesn’t need changing 4 times a day – it’s really painful. There aren’t wet patches on the sofa or bed where she’s done a quick little wee, that’s painful too.

I miss her so much. I wish I could go back and change my mind and still have her here, I love her so much ❤️