Hi all,
I’ve posted before about my rabbits many medical problems and I’ve gotten some great feedback.
She needs constant care, sub-q fluids everyday or every other day depending on how she’s doing (chronic kidney disease, e-cuniculi and bladder sludge), critical care when she’s having a bad eating day (dental disease and accesses) and meds twice a day. Weekly vet visits for penicillin injections. Vet visits every 6-8 weeks for her teeth. Regular episodes of GI stasis. I’ve gotten pretty good at managing all of her issues without Emergency visits. I feel like I could have put her through uni a couple of times with the money I’ve spent lol. She’s 5 years old and happy and I hope both she sticks around for much longer.
It’s been like this for the last few years. My parents help me with her fluids but only I’m able to do meds and critical care feedings (she’s a fighter and she bites).
Before she got sick, if I wanted to go away for a weekend or take a vacation, I’d have a friend stay at my place to take care of her, or I’d take her with me, she travels great and does well in hotels but since she’s been sick, I can’t leave her with anyone because of the meds and sub-q fluids she needs. And I don’t feel comfortable leaving her at a pet hotel, she’s free range and does not tolerate being caged. And I feel like I’ve gotten to know her super well and I can tell right away when she’s not feeling well so I’d rather have her with me. It’s just been me and her and she seems to have gotten even more attached to me since working from home. I feel bad if I go out with friends for a few hours because I feel like I’m disrupting her routine. When I come home, she comes running to the door, follows me everywhere and doesn’t leave my side. I feel like I’ve developed an unhealthy codependent relationship with my rabbit.
I’m not complaining about having to care for her, she’s my sidekick. I know she’s sick but all her symptoms are manageable right now and she’s doing well for the most part. She’s already outlived her life expectancy and I’m so thankful I chose not to put her to sleep. For anyone who might be dealing with the same thing, how do you manage the stress of taking care of a dearly loved pet that you know will never recover? Every time she gets sick, I think “she’s gonna die this time”. I literally have anxiety knowing that one of these days, she won’t bounce back from one of her episodes. I’d love to hear any suggestions about how to deal with my own anxiety and stress.