Hi all,
I recently got an 8 week old Holland Lop from a breeder- I named her Petunia but am thinking about changing it to Daphney. I have had her 5 days and I cannot wait to get clearance from the vet that she is completely well so I can let her start bonding with Mr Buns who is a 5 year old New Zealand white. I think he might have a crush on her already as he keeps lying side by side at the fence. I have an entire room as bunny headquarters and have double fencing just so they can’t go nose to nose in case she has something I cannot see. I am so nervous and I keep finding myself obsessing about Petunia- is she healthy? What if she has a heart condition? Is she acting normal? Is she breathing too fast? Why does she keep flopping(happy bunny flop) why is she so happy? Is that normal? Is she crazy? Why isnt she scared of me? I keep expecting something to be wrong but honestly can’t find anything. I felt her up this morning and totally freaked myself out is she bloated? Is one side bigger than the other? Enlarged kidneys? I’m losing it. This is the happiest outgoing 8 week old rabbit I think I have ever had.
I think I might be channeling paranoia due to the fact I had to put my 12 year old Cinni down and for that one week that everything was going downhill I kind of got in the mind frame that something has to be wrong. Has anyone gone through this? Mr Buns(who is Cinni surviving mate) is clearly not grieving as much as I am and seems in love already……
I’m sorry I know I sound crazy but I think grief has a way of affecting us all.
Thank you for letting me vent!