Hey there,my name is Alex. 

When I got back from a holiday, I noticed that my bunny would always go in a more private place, between the bushes and stay there.Never suspected something, he was pooping less and eating less(he was/us about 7 years old).In the night time I would spend some good time with him petting him and having fun while he was licking me all over my hand, that’s why I never suspected something.Then the 26th of August came, the start of the day was quite similiar,picked him up off his cage and let him in the smaller garden that my father and I build for him.About 7 PM, I picked him up and just let him stay there like a baby until I noticed that compared to the other times, his nose would not move at all.Panicking I somehow(not hard) dropped him and his ”arms” were retracted and he just leaned on his side.I called my father really fast and he tried helping him but nothing worked out…he died.I’m totally destroyed, never cried and felt so destroyed, not even at a relative’s funeral, I’m always very ok with the death of humans but I was destroyed yesterday and destroyed I am today still.He was more than my best friend, he was like a little baby for me.My concern is if he died of natural causes or poisoning.We had a bush of danewort but I don’t think he ate danewort at all, maybe the leaves…Today, my dad and I went in the woods, built him a coffin and burried him.I cannot believe that my love is not alive anymore…the times when I would have nightmares about him dying I would always wake up knowing that it was just a dream but I could not say that anymore, not anymore…I just had to write this story as my parents know me as a cold person when it is about death but I cannot hold it this time, I simply can’t…

I miss you buddy, If I could trade my life so you would come back and live forever, I would totally do it.Everything seems so pale without you…