I wrote a few months ago about Bun, my year old lop boy. He passed suddenly and in my arms. I still struggle with his passing and shed many tears over him. We recently welcomed a 9 week old lop into the family. His birthday is the same day as Buns passing so I took that as a sign. His name is Boon and he is starting to bring joy into our house.
A week after we welcomed Boon I had the most vivid dream about my beloved Bun. I was suddenly on a hill under a huge tree. It was summer, the shade of the tree was perfect but it was also fall, leaves on the ground crunching. That’s what I heard when I saw him, my Bun. He came over to me and I pet him and hugged him and said how sorry I was that I couldn’t save him. A woman was there also, long, dark hair all in white. She sat with me and told me Bun didn’t blame me and is happy And will always love me. Then, they were gone along with the whole scene and I woke up, crying and crying. I was so shaken up, disoriented, happy, sad, every emotion you can have! It did make me feel more at peace. I like to think he came to me with his angel or something to let me know it was ok to accept Boon and love him and stop feeling guilty. Maybe just a silly dream, maybe something more, but I wanted to share it. I hope his spirit is alive and waiting for me someday. It sure wouldn’t be heaven without him.
Bun, I miss you everyday and I still love you so very much. Please visit me again so I can see your face and give you a pet.