Well first off hi! It seems like I haven’t been on in forever ( computer virus
). But anyway lately I’ve been stuck in a rut. I feel like I’m going through a mid life crisis & I’m only 16! It’s not like I’m happy, I’m just bored. I feel like I don’t have anybody to talk to, my best friend in on vacation & she won’t be back until July, & I just broke up with my boyfriend. I have plenty of other friends but when I tell them how I feel there just like ” you need another boyfriend”. And when I go out with them it’s the same old thing every time, we go to parties they get drunk & I have to take care of them, that’s not fun! But I feel like if I don’t go there going to drive drunk & hurt themselves & somebody else.
I don’t know I’m just bored. I’m ready for my best friend to get back, so I can do something fun. My mom thinks I’m depressed but I’m not! I’m just restless. And it’s not fun to go out by myself, I’m very social & I need people with me.
Any advice? I was thinking about joining the local theatre, but my mom doesn’t want me to. It took me forever to convince her to let me join the school theatre.