Since this was made over a year ago- I felt like giving a small update, if anything mostly really for myself and to happily put a bow on this…

I’ve kept her! I got her when she was about 2 and a half months old, now she’s over a year old. Still tiny as ever even though she’s grown just a little bit bigger…

I think keeping her and pulling through was one of the best decisions of my life. She’s really my best friend and one of the main reasons I wake up and start my days, (usually because she wakes me up demanding to run around at early hours of the morning: i’ve adapted to it…)

She’s this orea colored puff ball of never ending curiosity, and persistance, and She makes me so incredibly happy.

My worries with her were that my mental health would lessen her life value and happiness. That and I was afraid of how her and the cat would be (they are fine when monitored… The bun likes the Cat a lot, unsure if it’s reciprocated…😅). With all my diagnosies- and a recently non-organic psychosis- which I’m about to get medication for, her being happy and being fullfilled seemed impossible, probably mostly cause that’s what I thought of when it came to myself… I tend to have quite the fuzzy head…

But seemingly that hasn’t been the case-… I believe she had helped me in a lot of ways.

She wakes me up… gets me moving and getting ready. She also gives me affection in what is equally uncomfortable yet adorable licks(im getting used to the feeling of that.). She’s tthe one i hang out with every morning and every night befote going to bed. I don’t feel as lonely anymore.

I am incredibly happy, fulfilled… and I have an adorable best friend who means the absolute world to me and who i could not imagine living without…

I thank you guys on this for- keeping my head in the game and seeing it out and giving myself some grace as well as some time for my Bun to settle in…

Thank you!😊

(Please ignore any spelling Errors…)