I’m afraid my 6 year old un-neutered buck rabbit Fuoco is in a very bad state. Over the last year or so he’s been steadily losing weight and right now there’s not a pick on him, I can feel his shoulder blades and spine very easily with my fingers when I stroke him. At the beginning of the year he suffered an eye infection where most of his eye closed over, but that was easily sorted by gently cleaning him and making sure he was alright. Last week the same eye began to water quite a lot and the fur around the lids was constantly damp. It only seems to have stopped in the last few days even but the fur around there seems somewhat matted or stiff, despite my attempts to brush it.
However, yesterday I noticed that he was struggling to walk. He was mobile, but very weak in that he was trying to wash his face with his paws but he couldn’t lift them up to his face. I know it sounds silly, but I almost wanted to hold him steady so he could do it but there was nothing I could do. He managed to clean himself by putting his paws on the edge of his wide, low cardboard box of sawdust and rubbing his face on them that way, or by just leaning down to reach his front paws. Last night he was able to jump into his hutch (slightly raised off the ground), despite his legs being roughly as bad as they are now. He seems to have enough feeling in his legs (he does move them and can sit on them, they’re not completely numb), but he’s so weak he seems to drag himself somewhat.
I don’t know for how long this has been the case because whenever I’ve gone to check on him, he’s just been relaxing in his box like he always does.
I’ve made sure he has access immediate access to his water and food by putting it right next to him in his bowls. He is still eating and drinking. I’ve also noticed that the back of his head feels quite warm, as do his ears. I don’t know if this is a fever or not. That might explain why he’s still drinking.
The last symptom is that his heartbeat or breathing (it is hard to tell sometimes) seems somewhat erratic. Last night it was worse; his heart was beating too quickly even when he was being held. This morning it seemed better, slower, though still slightly visible.
Does anyone know what this could be? As horrible as it is, I strongly suspect that this is either some kind of cardiovascular problem or cancer. My biggest fear is that he is hiding his pain from me, and when the vet does his house call he will just have him euthanised. I can’t take him to the vet for scans, I live in the mountains and I’m fearful that a long car journey would kill him.
The strangest thing is though, anyone who has had a lot of pets will know that there comes a point where you just know an animal is at its end. This time it really, really doesn’t feel like it. This morning I sat with him for 2 hours, with my legs crossed and his head and front paws in my lap, talking to him and stroking him, rubbing his nose. He was licking me constantly and he was chattering his teeth, his eyes were still so bright, he was still Fuoco. I know rabbits hide their pain, but the only thing that had changed was that he was weak in his legs. I’ve already had to have my dogs put down in the last year or so due to heart problems and I knew that they were done, as much as I loved them so, so very dearly (I still haven’t gotten over it) but, I’m just getting the strangest feeling that this isn’t Fuoco’s time. The energy I’m getting off him, it doesn’t seem right to have him put down just yet; he seems too “alive”, like having him euthanised would be killing him more than just helping him on his way. Of course I know that if the vet does determine that he is in too much pain I would have him euthanised in a heartbeat.
I’m sorry about rambling for so long but my thoughts aren’t very clear right now. I’m definitely going to phone the vet to get him to come out, that’s a given, but I’m unsure about whether to leave him for another night to see how things are. His condition seems stable, he hasn’t gotten any worse. If anyone has any advice for what this could be or what I should do, please let me know in the comments.